Pandora you are unaware of your religion condition. I n many European countries Atheism is the first belief. Yes living in a modern society with so many problems, in a century that logic and reasoning matters and people think before they say (yes), in this logic world Trinity (three in one) (redemption) (meat change to bread and blood to wine) is no more believable. They want logic and logic answers which your Christianity lacks and fails to provide. There is shortage of belief in your religion. If you are devoted but open your eyes and see how other Christians leave the religion and (The Holy Spirit within) is no more believable.