Are you talking of the Gnostics?

I used to believe that Allah was just the name muslims used for YHWH the God of all the previous scriptures. The more I hear and read the more convinced I am that you do not actually worship the same supreme creator as the Jews and Christians do. This is a sad realisation as it means for me there is nothing to discuss with you. How can their be common ground between us if you do not understand all that YHWH decreed from the beginning of time.

Anyway best wishes for your future. :)